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Monday, March 27, 2006
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Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.


Some thoughts:
The purpose of mourning is not to suffer the loss but to be grateful that one person came to your life and change your world.

Is heaven not boring? I mean, out there we won't feel any pain.. no more problems. And we already know everything according the the book of Corinthians. Isn't it boring that we don't have any problems any more? In short, is heaven worth it?

As I began to ponder on this thought, I heard a voice in my heart saying " maybe heaven cannot be fathom by your mind". Probably heaven is so wonderful that my mind cannot even imagine/comprehend/fathom its beauty, its make-up, its content, its time boundness, etc.

Is heaven worth it? For sure hell isn't the best alternative so knowing that hell isn't a very nice place to be then heaven is worth it. :)
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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In your arms I found my place in this universe.
In your touch is a song in my heart.
Your every breathe is an eternity unfolding.
Your gaze is a future to behold.

Take me to our small world.
Where time stops and there is only you and me.
Take me to my deepest dream.
Where this world seems as faint as a yesterday.

Take me... take me away...
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Quote of the day:

"I need a map because I get lost whenever I look into your eyes."
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
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It's over... I mean, what we waited for happened two nights ago. It didn't came as a surprise... it came just like a flashed number... another person added to the dead list.

I don't know what to feel... all I'm feeling now.. are pressures from what happenend. I got stressed out plus my girlfriend keeps on whining. It drives me nuts. "Da panguyab pa!!!"
Lets just say, its part of the game. My officemate and I call it, "Signning the License Aggrement".
It's just sickenning sometime; It dries my soul.

On the lighter side, it's almost my birthday. Should I be happy? I don't know, but I think I should be thankful to God that I'm alive and thriving. I am grateful... I am blessed. I achieved my (short term) goal and pursueing for the long term ones. I enjoy God's mercy and faithfulness every single day. God has rescued me many times in my life and has lifted me out from certain dangers.... etc. Praise the Lord for what He has done and for all that He is going to do. I am a 23 year old miracle!!!!
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
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This week was tough... I thought it was an easy week (with a two-day vacation) but it got hard..
Still in everything... God is still God and He is still good no matter what happened.

As of this moment... the worst has not happened yet but it is already anticipated.
It's like an enivitable event happened in fast tracked... At first, my hard choleric emotion
really puffed up but later... I softened and begun to understand that sometimes we need to take some necessary risks (even illogical ones - necessarily illogical risk) at some point. It happened that for some people it is hard and costly. I reflected on what happened and I could say that if I were in their position, I would have taken the same risk.

God bless them.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
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Walk OUT!!!
UP students are planning to have a class walk-out today. For 4 years I have heard of the same crap! Walk-out? For what? For the President to resign? Duh???? I have heard a looot of complains against the government.. against the budget... against the program.. against "self-expression"... against everything.

Blame it!!!!
I think some of the UPians are fun of playing the "blame-it game". It's easy... you can play it too. All you have to do is... to say "Blame it!!!!". Blame it to... the sun.. the moon the stars.. the teacher.. the president.. the government. Blame it! Blame it! Blame it! Don't do anything... just blame it. Don't take resposiblity... just blame it to anybody but yourself. I love UP and I love being a UPian. However, I think I have grown enough to realize blaming anybody to for any
situation will not do any good.

God will make way
I believe that the President is accountable to God and if the opposition's complains and allegations against the president is true then, God will be the one who will make the president pay. I believe God can take charge and God can build up a president or take a president out of power.

Pro-Active Protest
If you want to make a protest then make a pro-active protest rather than a re-active protest. What is a pro-active protest? A protest that does not use much mouth, a protest the uses the mind, heart, and spirit. A good example of that is, Mother Theresa; she made a protest against poverty and apathy. Now, her protest was made known. There are many more.. I just can't think of any other for now.:)

Summary
I believe we can count on God in this case. Let us be like David, that even, when Saul would throw a spear on us, we will say "I will not do anything against God's annoited".
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