Psalms 151:1

Every time I see possibilities.. it pains me why I can't do it.
It pains me not being able to perform what i should.
What's wrong?
What's wrong with me?
God, I know you loved me with an everlasting love but right now I'm just
confused by this lid that somehow stunts my growth.

Don't You want me to rise?

Don't you want me to excel?

I don't know what Your exact plan is ..
You said it's good but right now it's painful and i don't know
what to do to take away the pain.

It's just painful to be stunted..
it's just painful not moving forward.

But I know that The Lord God is on my side.
I won't be afraid and I will still put my hope in my Lord.

I will soar on wings like eagles.
I will run and not grew tired.

The Lord is never weary.
his ways are higher than my ways
and His thoughts are higher than mine.

My prayer is that the Lord will lead me to the rock that is higher than I.