This December is really something.

This December is really something.
In just a span of 3 weeks, there so many things that happened to me: CE Theater, Saigon, travel, flirting, new business ideas, new plans, and a BIG heartache.
Yes, this month, I did a miserable thing, I hurt the person I loved the most. I will not go into details but when I said hurt, I really mean hurt. I let my emotion took over and let it lose a disaster. I consider myself a logical person but this time I did not use my mind just my heart and it cost me a lot. I used to take pride of something, now I am like the dust of the earth good to be trodden under everyone's feet. I regretted it so much but just like the wind the blows I cannot take it back. Where can I find absolution save from death?