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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Lexmark Goes Retro Party

There was I, wearing a pink wig and a retro get-up.... standing beside a very pretty lady - Ginj. :D
I smiled all I can and I hope I helped kept the party in one piece.

Hosting is quite a challenge so if you foresee yourself hosting in the future do the ff:
1. Practice Tongue twister
2. Get used to the pressure
3. Practice all you can
4. Have fun

If I'll be asked to do it again, I would say, "Yes! I'll do it." I feel I can do better than before! hahahaha


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Thursday, December 06, 2007
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Every time I see possibilities.. it pains me why I can't do it.
It pains me not being able to perform what i should.
What's wrong?
What's wrong with me?
God, I know you loved me with an everlasting love but right now I'm just
confused by this lid that somehow stunts my growth.

Don't You want me to rise?

Don't you want me to excel?

I don't know what Your exact plan is ..
You said it's good but right now it's painful and i don't know
what to do to take away the pain.

It's just painful to be stunted..
it's just painful not moving forward.

But I know that The Lord God is on my side.
I won't be afraid and I will still put my hope in my Lord.

I will soar on wings like eagles.
I will run and not grew tired.

The Lord is never weary.
his ways are higher than my ways
and His thoughts are higher than mine.

My prayer is that the Lord will lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Technological singularity



I draw this image using mspaint. This is inspired by Raymond Kurzweil's singularity. I don't know much about this.. only that in year 2045 (i will be 62 years old by that time), he theorize that a singularity will occur. This is triggered when an A.I. that will surpass human intelligence will be created and in turn it will create better A.I. (much like what happened in the movie, The Matrix). There will be a dramatic change in technology and "A.I.'s convert more and more of the Earth's matter into engineered, computational substrate capable of supporting more A.I.'s. until the whole Earth is one, gigantic computer." I don't know if you find it cool or not. :D I simply don't but it got me to draw the image above. :D

What's interesting is that these A.I.'s will turn other planets into supercomputers as well. I think this is a combo of the movies, The Matrix, I robot, Terminator, and Transformers.
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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"What's the GOOD NEWS today?", asked a friend of mine. She is the only person who ever asked me that question. I quickly thought about an answer and my mind swirled through many things that I consider good but I didn't pick any of them as an answer since I don't feel like discussing them, so I just answered , "a lot". Probably I want her to give me a cue which good she really want to hear about. :D

Today, I thought about it and I found an answer that I found interesting. Here is it:

The Good News about today is that today is not yesterday. If yesterday has been a bad day then today can be a different day. Today, is a new frontier; a new time to make it a better day. If yesterday, is a day filled with mistakes and embarrassments then today is the day we can just drop them off the buss and accept the fact that it happened. And despite of what happened we can still learn from our mistakes.

If yesterday, is a day of discouragement or despair then today, can be different. Today, we can pick up ourselves again and march forward in our lives unencumbered by any negative events in the past. Today is a a brand new day and we can be free.

If yesterday was a great day the today can be greater. Today, you can spread your wings farther than ever before. Today you can soar to higher heights. Today, you can win more battles. Today, you rise higher than ever before. Today, you can love more. Today you can live more. Today, you can care more. Today, you can hope more. Today, you can do more. Today, you can be better than yesterday.

And even if today, when you wake up and the sun does not appear... God promise that He will be there for you. Isn't that GOOD NEWS?
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Thursday, October 25, 2007
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A little background: I wrote this 2 hours before Toastmaster's Club meeting starts. I was about to deliver my 3rd basic speech. Yesterday, I was working with a lot of things and figured I can just write my speech in the evening but when I went home, I was already too tired and too uninspired to write so I just went straight to bed. I woke up and was still uninspired in writing my speech. I thought of canceling my delivery but then I prayed and claimed God's promised in Psalms 23 -"You anoint my head with oil my cup overflows." So I asked Jesus for His HOLY SPIRIT to be ANOINTED on me and asked for my cup (my life) to overflow with His GOODNESS, LOVE, JOY, PEACE, BLESSING, and WISDOM. So I went and typed my ideas down. It took me less than 1 hour to write it down. After typing this in my keyboard, one of the club officers approached me and told me the meeting will be canceled. I found this to be comforting because even though I feel comfortable with this speech, I still have to master my delivery. My second speech was not really good so I really want to make up for what I lost. In this speech, I played with ideas that I picked up from, Jim Rohn, Pastor Noel Centino (he inspired with scriptures from the WORD. I'm teelling you he makes it sound so practical.), Dr. Nonoy Puaso, and Og Mandino. This speech is a an evolving gem because God gave this to me. He helped me put these things together. I'm telling you, I am just typing like I already know what to say. I hope you will enjoy this piece.

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Charting Your Course

Our life can be liken into a sailboat floating in a wide ocean. We cannot control the sea, the wind, the waves, and the weather but we can set a better sail to cruise through this wide ocean of a lifetime. We can choose to let the waves of circumstances sweep us anywhere but we can choose to chart our course. We can choose to set the direction of our lives. Today, allow me to share to you some thoughts on charting our course to this wide sea and hopefully these ideas can bring you value.

In cruising in this life, we need a destination. Our destination is our dream. Without a dream we are not going anywhere. The Bible says that as a man thinketh in his heart so he will become. We can become by the dream that we usually think about. So right now, ask yourself, what am I usually thinking about? What usually dominates your thought? Whatever it is, it will become you in the future. Now, in dreaming, we can have small dream and we can also choose to dream big. Donald Trump once said, “Dream big or go home”. I don't know if you believe in the same philosophy or not. I shared this concept to my friends and one of them asked me, "Joseph, Am I going to dream an attainable dream or will I dream big?" I told her, you know if you think about it, all dreams are attainable. We must not mistake in equating dreaming big to impossible dream. If your dream is only based on what you have right now then you will put a limit on what you will become 15-20 years from now. Remember that King David was a shepherd boy. If he limited his thinking of that of a shepherd boy then He would not be a King. Instead of dwelling on the shepherd boy thinking, he dreamt big and fought his giants and now he is known to be one of the greatest King, Israel has ever had. So I encourage you to dream big dreams.

I believe the next thing in dreaming big is writing your dreams down. The Bible says, "Write down the vision (meaning your dreams) in a stone tablet." I believe God want us to write down our vision so that when circumstances are against us our dreams will still remain in stone tablets. One of my mentors, by the name of Nonoy Puaso, told me 2 years ago to write down 100 dreams. I was only able to write down about 50. I stopped writing my dreams for one year and now, my mentor begun to coach me again and he told me the same thing, "Joseph write down your dreams. If you are too lazy to write your dreams down, then how much more in fulfilling them." So it prod me to check the goals that I have written in 2005 and found that out of the 50 dreams I was able to make 9 of them. I was able to make 9 because I allowed the wind to take me where it wanted. I allowed the waves to sweep me. Now what if I concentrated my efforts on my dreams? I probably could make more.

This will bring us to my next key - TAKE ACTION. To quote Og Mandino, "My dreams are worthless, my plans are dust, and my goals are impossible. All are of no value unless followed by action… Action alone will bring value to the market place and to multiply my value I must multiply my action… I will act NOW.” So act on your dreams. The Bible says, daydreamers will not get anything. Action is the line that differentiates those that will make it and those that won’t.

Lastly, don’t forget that what you have is just a roadmap. You can still get lost in the sea of discouragement and despair. Not to mention the waves of selfishness and greed so navigate using the stars. Look up. And commit you plans in the LORD. Proverbs 3:5,6 says, “Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your won understanding. In all your ways acknowledge God and He shall direct you path." Commit your ways to Him. I have tried many times to go on without God's leading but nothing worked. So I committed to God my plans and I realized I was more productive. I have less heartache. You see God can do more than you could ever think or ask for. Jeremiah 29:11 say, God's plan for us is to prosper us and not to harm us to give us hope and a future. Don't forget that God a bigger and better plan for you so commit you ways to Him.

Again don't forget, to dream big dreams, write down your dreams, take action, and Commit your plans to the LORD.If you do that,you will better chart the course of your sailboat.

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Monday, October 22, 2007
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One time, I stayed in my eldest sister's house and had a little bonding with her and her family especially her husband's brother, Tim. Now, Tim is an African-American, 40-something male. I call him Uncle Tim because of his age.. (hehehe). At one point, he told me he is going visit the Philippines and he asked a lot about the Philippines. I told him a lot about our country (the people, the culture and assured him that he will not be called a Negro when he come here because the Filipinos are very respectful people). He asked it there are taxis, or is he going to eat anything aside from balut, he asked if there are bars, and other "entertainment centers". He asked me some basic stuffs which actually troubled me because it looked like he is looking down on Filipinos. So I decided to take any chance of rising the morale of the Filipinos in his sight. So when he asked me if there is Pizza Hut in the Philippines, I told him, "Yes, there is Pizza Hut in the Philippines and we actually have American slaves to cook for us there." He said, "Oh come on.." "Yes that's true, Filipinos don't know how to cook pizza so we just hire American's to cook for us. (I said with a grin)." Upon hearing this, my sister burst in laughter and when Tim asked her if it's true she said, "yeah it's true Tim. We have American slaves there, cooking our pizzas for us." :-)
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Daghang Gwapa sa Ayala


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i just feel like posting this again.. and again and again.. the only Bisaya poem i ever made..
and i love it.. so much.. i smile every time i read it... (original post)

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Aku napasoruy ngadto sa Ayala..
Oh my .. oh my… kadaghan jud ug gwapa..
Look to your left..
Look to your right…

Perting daghana.. mistesa ug chinita..
Uban na nay fafa..
Ang Uban lolo na ang tag-iya..
Uban kuyog ug puti..

Ang Uban kuyog ug itum..
Uban noypi nga sosyalan….
Ang Uban instik ang gibunalan..
Pero aku naswerthan..
Kay daghan sad ug solo flight..

Mga tisay nga sige ug text-text..
nagHello-hello.. nagcalling-calling sa ila mga friends..
Swerte jud kaayu kay aku ra usa..
Wla ku kuyug..
hmmm…
hehehehehigayun na ni..:D

Pero.. wla jud sila swerte..
kining mga girls nga perting tesaya..
Kining mgha nka mini-skirt nag nagpakitasa ila pusod..
Kining mga gwapa nga englisera..

kining mag sexy ug sopesteketed nga mga babaye..
Kay kining lalakeha nga ng-istorya kay taken na..:D
Hehehe…
Abi ninyu kalimot ku…
nga mubasa sad aku uyab ani no?
Wa oi… hehehehe…
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Monday, October 15, 2007
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I took Hartman's Personality Test... I was bored and took a breather by taking this exam.

Congratulations. You are RED.


REDS are motivated by POWER. They seek productivity and need to look good to others. Simply stated, REDS want their own way. They like to be in the driver's seat and willingly pay the price to be in a leadership role. REDS value whatever gets them ahead in life, whether it be in their careers, school endeavors, or personal life. What REDS value, they get done. They are often workaholics. They will, however, resist doing anything that doesn't interest them.

REDS like to be right. They value approval from others for their intelligence and practical approach to life, and want to be respected for it. REDS are confident, proactive, and visionary; but can also be arrogant, selfish, and insensitive. When others interact with you, as a RED you respond to them best if they are precise, factual, direct, AND show no fear!
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1. Name one person who made you laugh last night? - Jerold James (my son), Joyce (my girlfriend), Donald Trump.
2. What were you doing at 08:00? -praying... hehehehe
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? -solving PTRs
4. What happened to you in 2006? - i went to Lexington KY..and met my sis..:D
5. What was the last thing you said out loud? - the words hahahahah (i laugh out loud.. LOL)
6. How many beverages did you have today? - zero
7. What color is your hairbrush? - don't own one..
8. What was the last thing you paid for? -P6 fare of a jeepney ride from home to work.
9. Where were you last night? - home
10. What color is your front door? - green
11. Where do you keep your change? -anywhere..where it's safe from falling...
12. What's the weather like today? -cloudy
13. What's the best ice-cream flavor? -mango???
14. What excites you? - every time my ideas work...i feel so smart.. when they do.. they usually work.. hehehehe
15. Do you want to cut your hair? - yes.. opaw
16. Are you over the age of 25? -NO
17. Do you talk a lot? - I talk (with sense) a lot. hehehehe
18. Do you watch the O.C.? No...
19. Do you know anyone named Steven? -Yes, my girlfriend's friend
20. Do you make up your own words? -Nope
21. Are you a jealous person? -not really
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter A. - Annie.. as in Annie are you OK? are you OK are you OK Annie..:D
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter K. - Kathleen.. my pretty seatmate.. :D
24. Who's the first person on your received call list? - Tee.. my officemate..
25. What does the last text message you received say? - Natigil na ang inyung unlimited....
26. Do you chew on your straw? -No
27. Do you have curly hair? -Yes
28. Where's the next place you're going to? -hometown for the November holidays... hehehehehe
29. Whos the rudest person in your life? - I don't hold grudges.. so no one... amnesty and amnesia...
30. What was the last thing you ate? - rice, lumpia, hotdog, and fried fish
31. Will you get married in the future? -yes of course.. to my girlfriend.. i hope..:D
32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks? - i forgot...
33. Is there anyone you like right now? - Yes.. my girl.. heheheh
34. When was the last time you did the dishes? - way..way... 5 months ago? I think..
35. Are you currently depressed? -No...I'm generally a happy and positive person.
36. Did you cry today? - yeah.. when I remembered God is soo good..
37. Why did you answer and post this? -Because i saw this from http://sweet-darlene.blogspot.com/ and I thought it would be cool to have a survey post in my bloggie and i never had one before (i think).
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Friday, October 05, 2007
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Faces4Sale the Magazine

My friend and I thought of publishing a magazine that will feature ordinary people as models. Basically, we are a bit tired of seeing models and actors and actresses pose in the camera so we just want give a chance for ordinary people get a flash of the spotlight. Of course, in the process the reader will learn more about these people and they will gain an exposure in the magazine. The magazine will be distributed in hotels and restaurants and coffee shops.

If you or your company want to be featured in the pilot release planned in 1st Quarter of 2008 please drop me a note or mail me @ jo2_librero@yahoo.com.
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Thursday, September 27, 2007
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new PS experiments in http://faces4sale.blogspot.com
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Monday, September 24, 2007

This is my first photoshop editing.... (serious editing) .. hehehehehe.

I got the background and the medallion from Ted Dekker's Black (www.circletrilogy.com).
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Monday, September 17, 2007

A tribute to Sigrid who was very courageous in representing their team as Ms. "Gay" Sportsfest 2007!!!!!!!

Kidding.. it's Mr. and Ms Sportsfest 2007 diay.:D
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Picture ni sa mga maayung basketbolista sa nahimong sportsfest sa Lexmark niadtong Sabado sa kahaponon. Itago lang natu sila sa pangalang Mingel ug Kitkat (tawo gikan sa walang bahin). Si Mingel ug Kitkat nipabuhagay ug sobra sa nubenta porsento sa total nga score sa ilang team. Grabe ug madugo ang ilang pakigsangka sa laing team gumikan sa mag siku ug tukmod nga naapil sa duwa. Pero nagpabilin gihapon nga madaugun ang ilang team bsan na sa mga panghitabo.
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Bords ngsportsfest mo? yes bords!
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Who says falling in love is easy?


Who says falling in love is easy? One day, you are walking hand in hand and you thought that your tomorrow will never be the same, it will never be any lovelier. Then when you begin to get to know each other better you realized that life with the person you love is quite a challenge and tears will fall and the word "fight" will have a new meaning for both of you.This probably doesn't happen to every relationship but in any relationship there is a word called - adjustment.
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Last Saturday, while walking along Lahug area, a lady suddenly shouted to the top of her lungs," Aku cellphone, gi snatch!!!!! Hoy!...aku cellphone!!! Tabang!!!" (her cellphone was stolen). When I look to check, a man leaped from a yellow jeepney and took a sprint toward a narrow road in Brgy. Camputhaw. The lady shouted so loud that the people around the area immediately took noticed of the snatcher running away from the lady. A group of "standbys" tried to grab him but he just took off trying to get away. The "standbys" run after him and in about 15 mins pinned him down to the ground and had him handcuffed by the "tanods". I was there with a camera and took a photo of the snatcher . The man wearing a black shirt is the snatcher, he had blood in his face and it looked like he took quite a blow from the "standbys". One person said that the standbys used a golf club to bring him down. I was just thinking I hope every snatcher will suffer the same fate as this person.
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Monday, August 27, 2007
life without limbs



I was touched by this story... about a man without limbs...

I mean if there are people out there who have all the reasons to be really upset about life, he will be one of them. And yet we see this person inspiring generations. At the age of 24, he touched more lives than I touched.

Whenever I look at this story, I will remember that there is nothing impossible with the Lord. And whatever happens to us we can be sure that if we come to Him, He can turn our situation around.
I am very much blessed to have read Nick Vujicic's story.
For more info please visit: http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/index.php

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Friday, August 24, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
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This coupon will always remind me when Mc Donalds (my favorite fastfood) sort of tricked me.
OK let me tell you a short story (it may bore you but nevertheless I will write it) :

Last night around 8pm, I dropped by McDonalds Fuente to buy myself a meal. I reach for my wallet in my bag and saw this coupon telling me that I will get P10 off from my meal. "Hmmm... sounds like a great deal.",I thought. So approach the counter handing in this coupon.
The crew told me that I only pay P60. "Hmm.. not bad", I thought. She then asked me if I needed a drink. I ordered a drink and then the total amounted to P79. OK.. I scanned through the display and saw that meal A only cost P70. So now, I feel like I'm being punished for having the stupid coupon. Instead of paying less I get to pay more. "That's not fair. That's ilad.", I thought aloud. The manager reasoned to me as to why I HAVE TO PAY MORE. She said it was based on single orders .I PAY LESS P10 compared to having single orders. So now, I'm asking what's the use of coupons then? I told the manager, irregardless of the fact that her reasoning is right (technically), I still think that it should not be the case. The fact that I was given a discount coupon that does not give a discount is a betrayal of trust. Ergo, don't trust the coupon. It was stupid to have it. It just doesn't make sense.

P.S.
This is not a rant against McDonalds. Nor is it a complain because McDonalds gave me the opportunity to pay P9 more than I expected. I love eating Mcdonalds but the coupon was just terrible technique. It doesn't give customer advantage it just created a false sense of advantage.

I was fooled.
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Sorry M**v** hehehehehe.....
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
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I just remembered something exciting so I decided to give you a glimpse of it. Last Friday, my business partner told me about being involved in a Christian Radio Station in Cebu. I was excited to hear it but I did not showed by zest because the details are still blurry. She asked me if I'm interested and I said yes. Now, I'm thinking about it, I begun to feel more excited about the project. I've dreamed of a Christian Radio Station (when I was still in college) that can cater and bless a wide range of audience. By wide range, I mean the yuppies, the rockers, the punks, the oldies, the desperate, the hopeful, the rich, the famous, the broken, the whole, the sentimental, the excited, the poor, and many more. And it appears to me that that's what the project is. I'm just excited to know more about the project. I still don't know how will I be able to contribute to this and how will God use me on this project. So stay tuned as I will hear more about it in the days to come. :-)
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
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cal·lous [kal-uhs] –adjective
1.made hard; hardened.
2.insensitive; indifferent; unsympathetic: They have a callous attitude toward the sufferings of others.
3.having a callus; indurated, as parts of the skin exposed to friction.
–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)
4.to make or become hard or callous.

Pastor Noel spoke today about having a callous heart. He said that if we have a callous heart we can no longer hear the voice of God; we can no longer feel the love of God; and are no longer sensitive of his presence. As a result, we live our lives as there is no God who cares for us and coming to church now becomes a routine. He said a lot of things that made me ask a quick derivative question - Am I callous? And I guess I am callous in a way, I don't always hear from God. Many times, I don't take time to seek His face. Many times in the morning I say my quick prayers but I know in my heart I could have stayed put and listen to God. Little prayers are not going to be enough because God deserve more than our "little time" and little words". In the office I know I could have started my day talking to the Lord more. As a result of my "little prayers" I only recognize "little favor" from God. And my experience of the Lord is "little".

Little things
I remember what one basketball commentator said about basketball, he said, it's the "little things" in the game that a team does or does not do that makes the difference whether the team wins or loses. "Little things" like making the free throw, little defense, little box-out, little rebound, little patience, and little this and that. And it is the same with us as Christians, it's the "little things" that we do in our walk with God that makes the difference in our lives. "Little things " like little excuse why we can't pray or go to church in a Sunday; little business why we cannot take time to meditate on His Word; little wrong decisions who we go with; little laziness to get up in the morning to follow our committed time with the Lord; little wrong habits that hinders us to serve God in the Spirit; little negotiations with God as to why we make compromises instead of standing still in obedience; little this and that. This "little things" I think we add up to callousness. Life, after all, accumulates. And these little things here accumulates to disaster in our walk with God. So what do we do with these "little things"? The answer? - Make "little changes". Little change in habit, little change in routine make a difference in our lives.

Starting the day with thanksgiving
Imagine, in the morning, you decide to start our day with thanksgiving and just use the morning to thank God that you are still able to open your eyes and speak words that can build or destroy life. Imagine that in morning you just come to God and thank Him that you can still read and lift your hands in praise; thank Him for the blessings and the provisions that you already have and the things that are coming; thank Him for the bed that you slept in;thank Him for the air the you breathe; thank Him that you can still hear the sound of cars and jeepneys passing by or the sound your mother's call asking you to get up and start your day; thank Him for the water that you are about to use for taking a bathe; thank Him for the smell of your room..whatever that smell is. :-) thank Him for you still have the sane mind to think about Him and to worship Him; thank Him for the time He made that you can use; thank Him for day that He has made so we can start again and all the mistakes in the past is now trapped in what we call yesterdays; thank Him for giving you a heart that can love and be loved; thank Him for the people you can call family; thank Him for the place you all home; thank Him for the job you can report to; thank Him for hearing your thanksgiving; thank Him for giving His Son, Jesus because without Him your prayers will not be heard. There are many more things to thank God for. While I'm writing this blog, I am beginning to be grateful for what the Lord did. Do you think that if we start with thanksgiving, it will not make a difference in our day? It surely will. :-) ---
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
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Last night during the our corporate worship to The LORD, I feel that He impressed something in my heart. I did not listen to the STILL SMALL soundless VOICE, when went home I just went on and played NBA live instead of seeking God in His word.

After reading this mail I feel that somehow He is confirming what He instilled in my heart last night.

Here is the mail:

Know the Truth

Today's Scripture

“Then you will experience for yourselves the truth, and the truth will free you” (John 8:32, MSG).

Today's Word from Joel and Victoria

Have you experienced the Truth today? In the natural, we don’t normally think of truth as something we experience, but Jesus said, “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life.” Truth is the very essence of who God is. It’s empowering. It will make you free! Truth comes from the Word of God. When you accept and believe God’s Word, something liberating happens on the inside of you. The lies of the enemy are broken in your life. You begin to experience freedom you never thought was possible! And there’s a difference between Truth and facts. The facts are what you see and the Truth is what God sees. If you are feeling burdened and heavy about something today, ask God to show you His Truth about that situation. Study His Word until you find His promise for that area of your life. Meditate on His promises and declare His Truth in your life. As you declare God’s Truth you will experience the freedom He promised and live in victory all the days of your life!

A Prayer for Today

God, thank You for Your Truth which sets me free. Open my understanding to Your Word today so I may experience your liberty in every area of my life. I bless Your holy Name and love You today. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
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Declare your uniqueness

[Toastmaster's Club Basic Speech 1]

Before Paris Hilton got arrested for DUI, before Britney Spears became a mom, before Brad and Angelina got together, before Kobe Bryant became a star, there was Patrick Garcia.

I basically spend my high school life in what I call the "Patrick Garcia Era". And if you were around that time, you would probably understand why I call it as such. Patrick Garcia, that time, was just a phenomenon. I mean, every body loves Patrick Garcia; his hair, his smile, his braced teeth, his skin, his acting, his everything. I could still remember the famous commercial that jump-started his showbiz career it goes like this “Carlo sat beside me today, he was sooo cute...” These are the words of that girl in the commercial and these are probably the same cry of most of my girl classmates and schoolmates at that time. Every high school and college lady I know loves to be with Patrick Garcia. Some probably would even go as far as taking their clothes off for him. Some are simply crazy about him.

Every guy I know in my school wants to be him. Who would not? To be Patrick is to be chased and desired by ladies. Not bad huh? The idea of being adored is like a dream of a lifetime.

At one point, I would say I was willing to trade all I have to be like Patrick Garcia. And I tried. I tried, like other boys in my town, to change my looks. I started with my hair. You see, Patrick Garcia was famous for his straight one-length hair so I started by combing my hair so that it will styled in the same manner. I still remembered spending hours and hours in front of the mirror or in the bathroom pouring shampoo and conditioner so that I can have a hair like Patrick's. I failed. I have a wavy-curly hair. And somehow my curly hair is stronger than any shampoo or conditioner can handle. I got it from my father. My hair just won't conform to the Patrick Garcia hairstyle. But I still pushed through with it. I still styled as closed as Patrick-like as I could. Imagine a wavy hair formed like TM Lloyd’s hair (Install Team TL); It was a disaster. Later on I got frustrated with my looks. I feel so ugly. I started not to like myself. Who would not? I mean, if we start our comparison with the hair I already failed miserably. I even asked my mother why in the world I inherited my father's curly hair and not her very beautiful straight hair. My mother responded like any loving mother would say to her son, “you look handsome to me”. I still hated my hair no matter what my mother would say. I became insecure. I had trouble expressing my feelings to anybody I like- I was "torpe". At that time, it seems like being rejected was inevitable. It was just an emotional mess.

Until I got admitted to a hospital and later on was diagnosed with pneumonia, which I got from the camping trip that I attended to. There my life took an unprecedented turn. I thought I was going to die because my back hurts; I was coughing blood and I have a hard time breathing. I prayed to God and realized that I was too young to die. Death really put the things in my life into right perspective. It gave me a great view of time and it showed me what the important things in life. If only I had the time to show my mother how much I love and appreciate her. If only I have been a good brother to my sisters. If only I can hug my mom as much as I can and as tight as I can. If you only I told Mylene, the girl of my dreams, how much I love her before I came to the hospital. If only I was braver. These are just some of the thoughts that seized me while I was lying in a hospital bed. I realized I have not really enjoyed my life. I was busy becoming somebody else. I was busy wanting to be Patrick Garcia. "What a waste.” I thought. I have not lived my life wisely and I regretted every single thing about it. Somehow I wanted to survive and make up for the lost time. I told the Lord that I want to live but if He wants me to die it's alright but I regretted living the way I lived. I prepared myself to die in regret. But the day after, the doctor told me that I'll be alright. And so I went home but I was no longer the same guy who went into that hospital. I was determined to be alive. I was determined to live my life better. I decided to show my love to my mother and sisters. I decided to face my fears; the moment I came back to school, without fear I declared my love to a girl I secretly love for 3 years. Though she was probably shocked seeing me so alive and so passionate about life we never got together but I didn’t regretted expressing my feelings to her. I no longer fear rejection. To me entertaining fear is a waste of time. I focused on living and I started to love myself. I realized that God created me to be Joseph and not to be Patrick. Yes, I may not have a straight hair but I am, as the Bible says, fearfully and wonderfully made by God. I am a unique creature and proud of it. And you know what, the moment I became myself and discovered how God wants me to live, the people around me begun to recognize the life in me; they begun to appreciate the living and unique me compared to the ugly conforming trying hard-Patrick-copy-cat.

I am a unique creature and so are you. We are created by God to be unique and to walk in that uniqueness. As the Bible say, do not conform to the patterns of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. And if you listen to what God is saying to you right now He will probably tell you the same thing, “Be as I created you to be. Walk in your won anointing and calling.”
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Saturday, August 11, 2007
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Last Wednesday, it was my first time to share in front of the Cutting Edge Fellowship. I was tasked to share by Pastora Mitch because she is out attending our worship leader's wedding. So there I was in front of the fellowship with around 30 people. It was exciting and I was a bit nervous because Pastor Noel was there. I don't know if you can relate to how I feel but if your are asked to speak in front of your mentor I assure you it's going to be a different experience.
I realized that I was not there to eat some time to the fellowship or to speak cliches to them that is not my purpose or style. I was there to encourage them and to remind them about God's goodness and His plan for our lives. I was there to basically teach them something about God. I personally want to tell them something that they could bring home with them. So I told a story I read from Joel Osteen's book. I tried to incorporate it in the message and I don't know if they got it. My friend Mervin said, "It's not bad for the first time." Hmmmmm... I don't know if that's good or what. I initially had a plan on how to do it but I deviated from the plan and I believe it got me in trouble. But all in all I believe they got something. They recognized the value of the message and that is more than enough for me.
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Friday, August 10, 2007
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Before Paris Hilton got arrested for DUI, before Britney Spears became a mom, before Brad and Angelina got together, before Kobe and Shaq broke up, there was Patrick Garcia.

I grew up in what I call the "Patrick Garcia Generation". And if you were around that time, you would understand why I call it as such. I mean, every body loves Patrick Garcia. I could still remember the wonderful words they used to describe Patrick. He was just a phenomenon. Every high school and college lady I know loves to be with Patrick Garcia. Some probably would even go as far as taking their clothes off for him. Some are simply crazy about him.

Every boy in my small town wants to be him. Who would not? Imagine being chased by ladies. Imagine being so adored. That's what I think what it would be like to be. At one point, I would say I was willing to trade all I have to be like Patrick Garcia. And I tried. I tried, like other boys in my town, to change my looks. I started with my hair. You see, Patrick Garcia was famous for his straight one-length hair so I started by combing my hair so that it will be one-length. I still remembered spending hours and hours in front of the mirror or in the bathroom pouring shampoo and conditioner so that I can have a hair like Patrick's. I failed. I have a wavy-curly hair. I got it from my father. My hair just won't conform to the Patrick Garcia hairstyle. But I still pushed through. I still formed it to make it one-length. Imagine a wavy hair formed like TM Loyd's hair (Install Team TL). It was a disaster. Nevertheless I still tried. But later on I got frustrated with my looks. I feel so ugly. I started not to like myself. I even asked my mother why in the world I inherited my father's curly hair and not her very beautiful straight hair. I hated my hair. I became insecure. I had trouble expressing my feelings to anybody I like- I was "torpe". At that time, it seems like being rejected is inevitable. It was just an emotional mess.

Until my life made an unprecedented turn I got admitted to a hospital and later on was diagnosed with pneumonia. It turned out that I got it from the camping trip that I attended. I thought I was going to die because my back hurts; I was coughing blood and I have a hard time breathing. I prayed to God and realized that I was too young to die. Death put the things in my life into right perspective. I realized that I have not showed my mother how much I love and appreciate her. I realized that I have not been a good brother to my sisters. I realized I have not hug my mom enough. I realized I have not really enjoyed my life. I was busy becoming somebody else. I was busy wanting to be Patrick Garcia. "What a waste.", I thought. I have not lived my life wisely and I regretted every single thing about it. Somehow I wanted to survive and make up for the lost time. I told the Lord that I want to live but if He wants me to die it's alright but I regretted living the way I lived. I prepared myself to die in regret. But the day after, the doctor told me that I'll be alright. And so I went home but I was no longer the same guy who went into that hospital. I was determined to be alive. I was determined to live my life better. I decided to show my love to my mother and sisters. I decided to face my fears; The moment I came back to school, without fear I declared my love to my crush for 3 years. Though she was probably shocked seeing me so alive and so passionate about life we never got together but I never regretted expressing my feelings. I no longer fear rejection. To me entertaining fear is a waste of time. I focused on living and I started to love myself. I realized that God created me to be Joseph Librero and not to be Patrick. Yes, I may not have a straight hair but I am, as the Bible says, fearfully and wonderfully made by God. I am unique and proud of it. You know what, the people around begun to appreciate me. As Howard Thurman said, Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive.
And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." Today, my challenge for you is to come alive.
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
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I know I posted this quote somewhere but now I'm just reminded:

Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive.
And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.

-Howard Thurman
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
Don Moen


Don Moen came in Waterfront Hotel around 1pm July 26, 2007.
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Don Moen signing Mommy Rock's CD.
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Ate Lucy and Don Moen
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Don Moen, Mommy RocK (right), and Ate Joy (left).
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Don and me. Mommy Rock introduced me to him saying,"This is Joseph. He has been dreaming of meeting you." Don said, "Oh really, we finally meet." (with a wide grin in his face)
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Don Moen entering Waterfront Hotel.
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Me an Don Moen (and my Thank you Lord CD).
I'm so blessed to have met the man whom God used to touch my life. Don's songs ministered to me more than one time.
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Autographed CD of Don Moen


Autographed CD of Don Moen. He was so tired when he signed this but he still took time to sign. I appreciate the whole experience. God bless you Don!
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a new friend i met in waterfront .. tita i-forgot -our-name but I'm so happy to met you. You will get your CD's.
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Monday, July 09, 2007
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I noticed somebody from http://www.ngkhai.net/cebu/ post some of my post.
Whoever you are, thank you! It's an honor to be reposted.:-D

Thanks again yoh!.
For those interested in the Don Moen concert:

You can mail me in jo2_librero@yahoo.com if you are interested. I can give you discounts (negotiable). I am part of the biggest ticketing team in Cebu for this concert - Misthapodosia (Greek for Great Reward).
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Friday, July 06, 2007
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Calling God, Father

When I pray I always address God as LORD. I consider myself a slave of the GOD so I call him Master. But I don't know, probably the Holy Spirit keeps on reminding me this Scripture:
Galatians 4:6
6Because you are sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, "Abba, Father."

And from this Scripture I realize I should call God, Father. I never had a father. My biological father died when I was still 4 years old. I never had a father image, my mom never remarried and I don't have a brother. So it's a bit odd for me to call anybody, father. So you could just imagine calling God, Daddy. Abba, by the way, is like Daddy in the time when God became Immanuel (God with us).

Having a nephew who calls you daddy makes the whole concept a bit easier for me to grasp.When my nephew calls me, "Daddy, daddy!!", my ears seems like it would grow bigger. Being called a dad somehow made me feel close to my nephew and somehow the call connected me and him. So I guess that's how it is, with God, He wants us to call Him Daddy and not just LORD/Master. Yes, we are slave to the LORD because He was bought us with His own life. Yes, He is our God because He created us. But most of all, through Jesus Christ, we are NOW His children. We are NOW called by the same last name as God's last name - Christ. So I am NOW Josiah Christ. Kidding! :-) I don't know what is God's last name but the Bible says we are NOW called by His name. And that call somehow will make an emotional and spiritual connection between us and God. I don't know any father who would want his kids to call him, master. How much more God. He can't allow His kids not to call Him, Dad. It is part of our birthright as His kids to have the honor to call, God (the creator of the universe) - Daddy. :-)
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It's Friday!!! Yehey!!! for those who don't have work tomorrow. Cheers for those taking a time off from work and just be with friends and families. Not for me. Basing on my schedule, I will have a long Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. It's not that I'm complaining, it's just that looking at things, my life has changed. I'm excited and scarred at the same time. I'm excited for the Lord's move and at the same time, chilled with the possibility of failure. "You should trust God and not fear.", you might say. I agree with you but somehow a part of me is still looking at me. :-) A part of me is still looking for me to finish the job.The responsibility that I have right now is bigger than me. And I know, I can't do it. But I have the Lord and with God, IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

Yesterday, I just experienced the Lord's move. Days prior to that, I was worried and I had a hard time sleeping because of this project and I prayed to the LORD because I was told that nothing is impossible with Him. I asked the Lord for mercy and that He would move in my behalf. I prayed with all my heart. The next morning, it was a Wednesday, I opened the Bible and read in the book of Psalm.
Psalm 34
4 I prayed to the Lord, and he answered me.
He freed me from all my fears.
5 Those who look to him for help will be radiant with joy;
no shadow of shame will darken their faces.
6 In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened;
he saved me from all my troubles.

I felt like the Lord is telling me something. I was afraid and the LORD wants to free me from all my fears. So told the LORD, "LORD, ganahan jud ka nga musalig ku nimo no?" I began to trust the LORD. I forgot what I can do and MAGNIFY what GOD can do. I don't know, but faith begun to grow in me the REALITY of GOD overcame my fears and faith begun to grew. I went to the office and did my usual moments later the phone ringed my friend was in the other line and she asked me about the project and I told her the information she needed. The things that took place after that was amazing. God answered my prayers to the point that I leaped for joy and thank God. That experienced just swiped me away.

The whole project was not done yet. My eyebrows will still meet trying to think of ways to meet the quota. My hands are still clasps close to my chest. My lips will still move to say little prayers. My knees will still bend. My head will still be vowed. One thing changed, I experienced the move of God and I can look back at this occasion and remember how the Lord free me from my fears.
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Tehillah C.E. Entry




"So how did you become a leader?" I asked our group in one of our Cutting Edge table discussions. "Well, I was promoted in our company and now I am leading my group.", answered one person. "In my case, there is just a need for somebody to step up and lead, and nobody else stepped up so I stepped up and now, I am leading”, answered another. Hearing these words, made me remember a lot of people I know who were in the same position as what this person went through. I think most leaders became leaders this way- they just answered a need of a group and got their hands dirty and took up the challenge.

I remember the story of Solomon when he became the king of Israel. Like most leaders I know he became a leader by being appointed as one and not as a personal choice. His father, King David, appointed him to be the next king of Israel. I don't know exactly what Solomon taught at that moment but if I am appointed to lead the Philippines right now, I would probably say the same thing as Solomon,"...I am like a child who does not know his way around...”. In leading a small team, there are already many variables that could account to the leader's failures and successes; leading a nation is total a different story - a different game. But Solomon has to step up and take up the challenge. And I think this is the turning point of every would-be leader it is when the person realizes that he is now a leader. And he has to do what he should do -- lead. I call this point, "taking hold of the ball". Like in crunch time in a basketball game, the team captain would always ask for the play to go through him. He doesn't want to put the responsibility of winning or losing in the hands of other people. He wants to take charge of the responsibility and not pass the responsibility to someone else. He either shoots the ball himself or set up an open teammate to shoot for the win. Either way, he made the play and regardless of what the outcome is, he is responsible. As I've said, it is in this point, when a person stops from being a man that he is and take the mantle of leadership -- take hold of the ball.

Many times, it's hard to take responsibility. It's easier to just pass it rather than play it. The pressure is sometimes too much to handle. It's easy not to take the ball and just pass it to another person so we won't be blamed for the outcome. It’s easier to point a finger to other people and blame them for our failures. But what will really make things happen is when we take charge of the ball. What ever we are leading right now, whether a small prayer group, a ministry, a big organization or a church or a corporation or even ourselves, we will not be able to make things happen until and unless we take in to ourselves the reality that we are responsible and whatever the outcome is, we need to realize that we don’t have anybody else to blame but ourselves.

I believe that’s why Solomon came to God because it dawned on him that as a king, he is responsible. And with this realization comes another realization that for such a great responsibility -- he cannot do it alone. In 1 Kings 3:9, Solomon prayed to God, “…who by himself is able to govern this great nation of yours?” Indeed we cannot do it alone even in leading our very lives, we need God. And like Solomon, let us pray for “understanding heart to govern the people and know the difference between right and wrong…” More often than not, we really don’t know what to do and we need God’s wisdom to govern first ourselves, then the people.

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Friday, June 29, 2007
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Here's a song I've created 3 days ago...
It was just for fun of what happened...
I'm no composer.. this sounds like a parodied bisrock..
I can't sing it but this is the lyrics..

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I'm Missing J****r

I'm missing you...
Your call cannot be completed as dialled.
Oh... I'm... missing you..


Dear J***er, I'm missing you.
You called me using the SUNshine network..
And I'm ...missing you..

Dear J***er,
Now you are not calling me for awhile..
Now... I'm ....missing you..

Dear J***er,
You gave me a SUNshine SIM...
Kuripot you, SIM ra gihatag..
Oh I'm.... missing you...

Your technique works..
Now I'm missing you..
Dear Ja***r....
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Don Moen in Cebu


Don Moen will come to Cebu to celebrate the goodness of the Lord.

I can't describe the excitement that I felt when I heard this news. I am so much blessed with the ministry of this man. I grew up listening to his music and somehow, his songs help me create a picture of who God is. The song, "God will make a way" taught me me that no matter how big or difficult our situation is, we can be sure that nothing is impossible for the Lord. He will make a way even when it seems that there is no way. The Bible says, that God can make rivers in the dessert. The song, "Give thanks", taught me to thank God in good times as well as in bad times. The lines, "let the weak say, I am strong" still rings to my heart even today. The song, "I just want to be where you are", taught me to hunger for more of God, beyond what religion says and beyond, tradition. I remember praying to our Lord Jesus, "Lord, I want to be where you are. I don't want to go anywhere else." Even in my times of unbelief, God used his songs to reach out to me; To minister to me. That is why with all my heart, I would love everybody to go to this concert. I know the ticket prices is a bit of a stretch but I know in my heart that we will be blessed in this concert - and that is priceless. Don didn't came here to be paid. He can choose not to come here and be wealthy in U.S. If you look at his schedule it is full for the whole year. He came here to minister through songs.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Don on Authenticity


Don Moen on authenticity. Sometimes we like other people's style and personality and we tend to copy them.. knowingly and unknowingly. It's true that we really need to walk on our own anointing. We need to move the way God designed us to move. We need to talk the way God designed us to talk. As I read these words, I evaluated my actions and somehow see that some of them are not really what God designed me to do. What about you? Are you functioning in your function or in your dysfunction? God bless you..:)
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